Recently, I've sort of just been realising how little I do.

I mean... Sure, I try to be nice, I try to keep everyone happy, but... I don't really DO anything.

I just sort of... exist.

The only person I REALLY make a difference to is Miles, and even then I still don't do much.

It kinda makes me feel a little... well... I don't know actually. It doesn't feel GOOD, that's for sure.

Miles thinks I think about what others feel too much.

He says thinking about what others feel IS good, but... to the point where I literally can't even THINK about things without

worrying about what others would think??

It's... not the BEST way of thinking... but...

I just. I can't stop??

I wish I could??

If I'm being honest, though... I don't really know what to do about it at the moment.

I was gonna bring it up to James, but...

y'know. last week.

So... For now, I'll just... do nothing, I guess.

Not much of a change.

- Will